Im only human.
Im only human,
I cant count all the mistakes ive made,
Im only human,
Dont have the power to save the day, i cant.
Im only human,
nobodys perfect.
Ive been ashamed of things ive done.
I need improvement, i need to work it.
Depression is not just sadness. Depression is weight that keeps you in bed. Depression can feel empty, like nothing at all. Depression can be unexplainable. Depression keeps yout stuck. Fun can’t fix it. Instead it isolates you from what you love. Depression is an overwhelming numbness.
Lying awake at night with a restless mind thinking of how to improve my daily routine and work on my recovery… Next day; too tired to do any of those plans..
Leave me
Leave me and save yourself,
Leave me as i cry for help,
Cut me down, break me all around,
Crush me, let me hear the sounds.
Throw your shade, i was to high.
Let me throw myself, as i lie about how im well.
Everything around me resembles hell.
Everything around me reminds me, that im not well.
“You’re something between a dream and a miracle.”— Elizabeth Barrett Browning
“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both sad and happy and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.”— Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower